Sotongemo's 0°C

追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了

i disagree with this lyrics. i think most of you will know what my dream before, and i know that how hard for me to change a dream. sometimes , there is somethings not as easy as people say when they are not the 1 who face it. people always say " you are not in my shoe, you won't know the feeling" have you ever say something like that?

what if one day mr J can't sing anymore and been kick out from entertainment field, i wonder will he still sing something like that? ok ok, don't beat/kick/hit/anti/scold...and etc me if you are mr J fans. i like his song also, just not this particular lyric only..

changing a dream or i should say it like this , give up something you really like to is painful. i know how much i do for it, and i actually experiencing a very depress time when i know i can't acheive the dream.

the time i get my result, i know that my little hope also disappear ,for your information, i give up before i sitting my stpm. and that time, i don't know some of my friends know or not(forgot liao), or they just think i am depress because i nervous for my stpm? haha~~the time i get my result, i do told some1 i not happy with my result and he told me he even worst than me. ok again don't beat/kick/hit/anti/scold...and etc me cause i not satify with my result. then that time i know i have to withdraw my last hope on it.

sometimes, i believe in my boss (who? turn your head to the sky, i think he is sitting up there maybe will say hi to you .)that he just give me a best pathway for me, maybe sometimes we should not act clever but follow his will?

WHEN GOD SHUT YOUR DOOR , HE ALSO OPEN A WINDOW FOR YOU AT THE SAME TIME.

So, for the time being, no more dream for me, and i think i not dare to dream anymore. "siapa yang makan chili, siapa yang rasa pedas" i don't want get into the feeling anymore...