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If she is destined to you, she will be yours . if not, no matter how much you work for it, she still wont be yours.
a friend told me that. what a coincident .
a few year has pass through , finally i heard it again from others.
what a ridiculous word for me.
if she is yours, then you sit down and waiting her fall from heaven la.
she asking me why i still remain single while most of my friends already swimming in the river of love.
i heard someone come over from quite a distance place for his gf bday.
i saw ppl just dating in front of me.
i saw them hug each other in front of me.
i saw they quarrel in front of me.
and a lot .
someone told me that he treat his gf as his wife, mean no main main one. when he choose the girl, most probably she will become his wife also.
i din telling him that i have the same view as him.
(i beg no ppl know this if i don state it out as i told my friend that no ppl in usm dare to say he/she is understand me well. even though my next action)
i used to tell a friends that she have to love herself before she able to love others . i have watch her love journey so far but she just getting hurt every times. i think i lost my ability to love or to care.
i just a weird man , of maybe ppl will say that i just a weird female.
what to do ? nothing and no one can stop me to be crazy or say something KANASAI or CB ?
i like to critic life.
i love to force other to read news.
but i hate to make decision, when it is not my job, i don like to handle it as IT IS MY DUTY.
what the heaven in the world.
i prefer silent.
i just human and i am not a god, not even god-like.
but your can say rubbish-like person then i don mind .
i am rubbish like person as you think.
look like i am out of my topic...
see ? i told you that you cant predict wat i going to do next right ?
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let me do some promotion here as i promise to annie,
usm friends, pls go to annie's de drama night.
i not able to go due to some personal reason.
so pls attend it and asking your friends to go as well.
you can get ticket form me..

thx 4 promoting ya..lolz..hopefully u enjoy ur personal reason..=)
i donno wat to say... juz feeling like to drop some words here....
anyway.. i always like to read ur words...