Sotongemo's 0°C

somebody told me somethings that i think very meaningful today.
" after all this, now i only realize how big is usm are."

of cos ,i modify it a lot before i post it out.
sometimes , the human interaction just hard to me.
i just test my EQ and SQ few day before, the good news is both below average just as my weight.
try my AQ also, this is on socializing , and yet, i am in average but 1 point to consider as autism .
what the heaven it is.
yes, mr sotong is low EQ SQ AQ and IQ.
you will be satisfy if you compare yourself with me.

there is a story on love
a good relationship will make your world wider and wider, as you in grassland.
a bad relationship just make yourself a narrow world, as under the roof.
so do the life.

suddenly think that my life should not end like that.
my dream are travel around the world,
for what? not to show off how rich i am,
but i want more view.

people told me that university is a good place for experiences ,
why i cant figured out ?
who told me uni is a place to enjoy ?
i got my wings now but why make me home sick much?
my leg too heavy or wat ?
i am confusing.

another one comment me i am a conspirator , approach someone with a motif .
yes , i am.
if i approach you , mean that you have somethings useful for me.
be grateful huh? o keep me away ? up to you.
some one who is very important to me comment me -don really care on wat ppl thinking on myself.
in other way, not bother.

a teacher told me, it is better keep interaction in van der waals. not so far and not so close.
easy to form , easy to break. make it easy.
hurt less.

really think that my life should not be so narrow like this.
left me only a little place for breath, to breath and only breath.
should i find myself a windows?
or the sky over the world outside still as blue as in my memory ?