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i dreamed about terminal last night, and it make me have a bad mood on this morning..
plus u need to awake so early just to attend an one hour class.
plus plus i forget my meeting with lecturer which make me late for the meeting.

when i am young, i just love go to terminal there cos i can see the plane there.
then after a bit older, i still be very happy cos every time when i go there,
mean i got present from my relative .
but now, terminal become the place i don wish to go.
go there, it mean i have to leave my home.
i don noe every time when i walk into terminal, my mom will cry or not.
but most of the time,
i can sense the wet inside my heart.

every time i walk into the gate, i need to make myself like going to die.
like i will never coming back again.
i need the brave to leave.

yes, i am home sick now.
i really cant think that every time when i go back,
they look older than before.
and the one suppose stay with them are shopping outside.
and having fun.
i felt guilty.

that is why, i am counting down for aug to come.
hope to see u soon, my dad and my mom.