Sotongemo's 0°C

when my friend classified me as low EQ , at that moment , there is something deep inside my heart said " what the heck it is, how come i am the low EQ person ? "
and then, there is another voice in my mind " show them some evidents that you are not."
tragically, i cannot find a single thing to support me.


sometimes i like being in emo mode, that give me a lot of inspiration on writing. there is nothing wrong about being emo, except keep your fren away from u.
"most man are born to be more rasional and woman born to be more emotional" another person told me that.
how ? so i should put myself at woman side ?
tell the world i am feminine ?
!@#@#@$

but somehow, i need to admit that i not good in socializing, but i am expert in ruining it.
the most significant thing in my life is i kicked a big group of people out of my life, without a reason. (ok, with extremely ridiculous reason)
all this while , what i belief is , if you do not care for my feeling, why should i care for yours ?
then i do it in extremely way, no friend ma no friend la, who care.
oh ya, i do it recently also, just because tat poor little gal asking me who are u .
of cos i noe wat she try to mean, but i just cant stop from getting angry but the word who are you .
it make me feels like, i am the idiot who care for my friends but they not even remember who i am.
and in the end, i guess i just need some attention from the world.